Theology

  • All that I know…

    I spent part of my morning sitting with Jesus in John 9—it’s the story where Jesus healed the man born blind—and I couldn’t shake one particular moment. Let me set the stage. In the story, the blind man is healed by Jesus and immediately thrown into a theological interrogation. The religious ruling class, the Pharisees,…

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  • Every year, when April 15th—the anniversary of my Dad’s death—comes around, I find myself reaching for something—a memory, a story, a feeling that connects heaven and earth; me and my dad.  This year, instead of starting with what I miss, I asked my wife and kids: “If Grandpa John were here today…what would you want…

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  • An Easter Poem

    Listen closely. What do you hear? A breath.

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  • April in My Soul

    I still wasn’t becoming who I wanted to be. Then it dawned on me, you become what you look at. So if I’m only looking at myself, my faults, my failures, my successes, I will just stay myself. I won’t actually grow.  So I looked to Jesus and said “do your work.” Seeing my death…

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  • 25 years

    All of my feelings well up in my soul. All of my thoughts race through my mind. And more than ever in my life, I just want to call my dad. 

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  • My boys smiled at me as I cried, and then proceeded to spin to the music while screaming at the top of their lungs. And, in that moment I tasted joy; joy unexplainable. A joy so deep and unexpected, it can only be explained as supernatural. I felt the presence of God in that very…

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  • Still Falls the Rain

    Today is New Years Eve. The year 2020 is about to become 2021, again reminding us that time does not stand still. Time continues to move on. Through pandemics, through economic crises, through natural disasters, time doesn’t stop. Humans keep growing older, and the universe keeps slowly dying. 2020, to most, has made this truth…

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  • I remember Christ’s death on Good Friday, celebrate Christ’s resurrection with joy on Easter, then immediately go back to experiencing sorrow and pain by remembering my Father’s death. It is like reaching a beautiful mountain top only to have a storm roll in and quickly rush you off, having you descend in darkness and experience…

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  • Photo Credit: Philippe Wojazer / Reuters Saturday morning my wife, Stephanie, and I with our friends and family celebrated the new life and coming birth of our twin sons, Abel James and August John Elliott. Gray clouds covered the sky, and a steady rain fell on the ground, a typical spring day in the South Puget…

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  • It is Saturday morning. With the sun gently peeking into our room, my wife and I simply lay in bed talking, dreaming about our present and future life. Where in the world will we visit? Where will we live? What will our hobbies be in five years?  What jobs do we really want? What will…

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  • 20 Years

    John Francis Elliot, my father, died twenty years ago on this day: Where were you at my soccer games? Where were you at my high school graduation? Where were you when I graduated college with honors? Where were you when I joined my soul with my wife in marriage? Where were you? Where are you…

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  • A Bitterness unto Death

    “The heart knows its own bitterness…” – Proverbs 14:10 Social media has immense power to cultivate bitterness in the human soul. For most of history, people wrestled primarily with local frustrations, local enemies, and local envy. Now, through mass media, we are exposed daily to the anger, success, outrage, opinions, and conflicts of millions of…

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  • Folding the Laundry

    Today is my beautiful wife’s, Stephanie Augusta Elliott’s, birthday. The more I think about her and all of her amazing qualities and virtues, I realize that I value her birthday infinitely more than mine. For, birthdays are a celebration of an individual’s life, and I would much rather celebrate my wife’s life than my own.…

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  • I find myself writing on death quite frequently. Every year for the anniversary of my father’s death, I write a theological reflection and meditation on the concept and reality of human death. Death has always had a certain hold on me, and I have always had a certain contemplative fascination with it as both a…

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  • In moments of confusion and uncertainty, moments that cut to the heart and cause man to question the goodness of God, it is good that man seek God above all else. I often have to remind myself of this truth. Evil actions of men in this world such as the recent murders of Alton Sterling,…

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